12th day of Christmas! Yes, the last! A sad story and it happened last year when I was twelve

On the twelfth day of Christmas . . .

Just a reminder 13days before Christmas.

So right Christmas is a time for forgiveness and understanding yet people never really get it sometimes, I just posted in facebook that "fairness is not getting what you want it's getting what you need even if it look unfair in your perspective." People get confuse and the only thing I want most of all is peace and harmony in the air and I can't get it. Just because there's one person and for ears I don't know what I did to him, so OK we were friends at first but then he got all mad at me and I don't know maybe that person just changed. And for years I keep wondering "why?"

So one day I told my friend and then that person replied back and then he said "Sorry I was being such a jerk and I know. I didn't really mean it." OH! COME! ON! Why in the world or What in the world! Is the Earth going to exploded.

At first I believed him and we texted since we were friends again and later after two days he made a move he shouldn't have, he said like "I like your cousin." MY GOD WHAT A SLEAZE! Also when he said it, it was Christmas Eve isn't that nice.

Then at the end I was the sore loser because of him he is nothing but a jerk forever and ever and ever.

-THE END-

Physiology - FUN or SCARY. . .

I'm still a bit amazed, paranoid and scared but it was fun like some people I mean phys. it's like they know someone by just looking at them it's like they know who you are better then you know your self and it's kind of freaky. OK, so I got to this subject because the 2nd years including me(since I'm one to)were talking about some things or like we were opening our selves up, it's just that our teacher was a phys and we were suppose to get our results on our physiology test she gave us. Since some were not done we talked about other things.

So for one our teacher said "Describe yourself with one object." So I described myself to a rock. It was like the first thing that came out of my mind, I don't really know why but something was telling it was the best way to describe "ME", so I picked it, it felt like the perfect answer but I didn't know how to explain it. So when we were going to explain it I didn't know what to say it was like-BOOM! The explanation was in my heard right away, it got inside my head like I could explain it perfectly again. It was all so confusing.

Later she(the teacher)explained each of our objects to us and explained us and it was scary cause most of the things she said was almost like my but just a few edges but everything was like me again, except it wasn't directed at me like she new someone from the group with the problems.

But it was actually fun and I actually liked it since she said we might do it more and more every week I'd actually want to learn more about the me I never really did discovered yet.

Eleventh day of Christmas

On the eleventh day of Christmas . . .

I'm going to go Christmas shopping with my grandma and mom since they'll be picking us up and bring us home. I just can't wait it's been a long time not going home yet and yeah I miss is a lot wish I could be there already, I miss family already even though my mom was here two week ago and it already feels like three months!
I know. I know. I'm over reacting but-yes I badly want to rest from school but we will be bringing home some work over Christmas. I wouldn't mind much but there only three weeks of vacation! But hey, when will the learning ever stop-NEVER! Even we learn quite interesting stuff while growing older but things also we won't need to use for school.

10th dy of Christmas

On the tent day of Christmas . . .

Well my mom called me from Bali and asked what I wanted there for a Christmas present. All I just wanted was a book well books and that's enough for me I don't mind getting much things, I appreciate even the little things but most of all different memories in each one.

Like a picture. It's like every Christmas isn't the same and you just need a picture or one little thing to remember that special moment. For me every year is different and it's like Christmas is the last time to fix the problems you had this year, learn to accept and forget it happened. The time when you want to put things right and start out fresh in the new year to come.

Nineth day of Christmas

On the ninth day of Christmas . . .

So last time I told you about the parties well for starts the children in my family join most or sometimes all the parties if we can or if our parents allow so here's the list:

• Shell station parties ( Carmen, Kidapawan and Kabacan but we mostly go to Carmen since we live there)
• Workers parties (Dad's workers plus including with my mom's and them there's my grandmother's which we join occasionally)
• Relative parties
• Family party
• New years eve party and fireworks (which everyone in our town buys fireworks and all the families when it reaches 12 we light everything up and the sky is full of wonder, colors, lights and happiness.

So sometimes my family is packed but everything is all fun and games even though busy. Everything is just all great plus our whole entire family enjoys it.

8th day of Christmas

On the eighth day of Christmas . . .

I just love it when its' Christmas and everyone is preparing for it and then there will be a big feast where everyone shared the food they made, it just gives a cozy holiday feeling. It just sometimes make you feel more at home somehow, yet know one will notice if you feel that way.

Countdown: 17 MORE DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS! REPEATING 17 DAYS MORE TO GO!

I can't wait to smell turkey and ham and anyways I'll be helping cooking with my family which is fine by me. My family just loves cooking, especially I'm main cores and my cousin is dessert but we just help each other cause it's more fun.
My cousin and I we're the oldest from all the children so we also plan our family game and which ever comes first, then we also plan with my Tito for the children's party and then we join a group in the other parties which I'll tell you about I my new post.

Seventh day of Christmas

On the seventh day of Christmas . . .

Well I finish a bit early we all never can at the same time finish our seat works, so let's just say we don't need the extra load in other extra curriculum activities but we can work it through.
So just a reminder Christmas is in 18 days so be good or he won't give you anything at all.
Also my parents are leaving to go to Bali for a week, so I have to take care of my brother and sister which I have to call everyday but that's just fine with me.
Hopefully they'll be back before Chistmas so nothing to worry about, just hope they bring home some nice gifts. Hehehe.

6th day of Christmas

On the sixth day of Christmas . . .

Yesterday I was just so exhausted from the Christmas party, I didn't know what to do I was sleepy and out of energy. All I wanted to do was sleep everything was just all but tired. I even can't think straight what else am I going to do with out feeling tired, and Christmas is in 19 days.

Well I'm running low so give some advice to whoever reads this so that I'll have my energy back and make sure it's good ones.

Fifth day of Christmas

On the fifth day of Christmas . . .

Yesterday was just crazy and also today since we didn't sleep till seven in the morning. It was just great. So we started out with the cheers by group and them moved on with the cheers by year it was fun. the second years were just crazy well we were crazy, it was just hilarious with the beginning wiping our hair back and forth, then the G6 later Nico and Patrick after Charissa and Kenjee and last but not least, we pulled the forth years in and but left them in the middle when the song was done.(sigh) It was a memorable experience.
Anyways after all the cheers we started the games I got to do the hula-hoop, drink kamote juice(it was yummy but i was still so full i almost puked.), answer the drawings and junp in the pool. I liked my group very much and it all worked out cause we were first place which was great, the feeling was great also.
So I don't know how long we stayed in the pool swimming but maybe around 3-4 hours i know it's so much but I'm just guessing. We also didn't sleep whole night but we had fun. We told ghost stories, played dancing ball and many more things to do but it was worth it but the thing that's not woth it is the after musle pain.

4th day of Chirstmas

On the Forth day of Christmas. . .

Well today we went to CCF to listen to Francis J. Kong, as always he knows how to make an entrance, he even can make us all laugh which is great and that's a good thing cause most of us were all teens there. anyways after that we would be going to Alwanabut we ate lunch in Macdo and went to National to buy a wrapper for Charissa's kingle. (meant for yesterday)

Third day of Christmas

On the third day of Christmas . . .

Well today was soccer and well i got hit in the stomach it hurt but i was fine, I'm just not sure of Denise her hand got broken. At first it was her ankle or foot but now it's her wrist. This is not a good vibe for the Christmas spirit. TSK! TSK!
I don't want it to start it with people getting hurt. I hope before Christmas everyone has there spirit back.
anyway the next day would be the Christmas party which everyone was excited about. YEAH!!!

2nd day of Christmas

On the second day of Christmas . . .

It was just a normal day we anyways all had fun. Plus everyone was excited for the Christmas party. well also it was my "Business presentation" it went well but I'm not totally sure if my explanation was OK or just fine, i was a really nervous i don't know if my voice was shaking but it was scary.

Iwonder if we just bought our goats earlier and sell them before classes end; i wonder if a lot of people would buy our goats also by them but i want them to be all "BIG & FAT", that would just be great.

"First day of Christmas!"

On the first day of Christmas. . .

I've been eating no stop which is bad and by the end of the week I'll bet I'd gain 2 kilos! Ah! This is such a bad way to start the holidays, very, very bad but I will promise to myself if I can to control it. I really am a failure sometimes.
So the holidays are coming and I can't wait, there will be much to do this week.

1. Christmas shopping
2. Sleep over(Katja and other high school students coming to Alwana)
3. Chrismas party
4. Giving gifts to the poor

It really is quite tiring but who can put up to the Christmas spirit! Oh, what a joy! I can't wait for Christmas with all the gifts and roasted ham, fruit cake, candy cane, ginger bread, hot/chocolate. Yummy!